You Are Standing in a Doorway: California, Fall 2020

My back is to a life passed. A year, maybe more, in liminal space. Waiting. For a vaccine. For better therapeutics. For a political climate to shift. All the while, the actual climate turns against us. The waters rise in the East. Fires rage in the West. My back is to a life passed. Retirement, …

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Books Read March-June 2024

Hagitude – Sharon Blackie Parable of the Sower – Octavia Butler Raven’s Exile: A Season on the Green River – Ellen Meloy The Last Cheater’s Waltz: Beauty and Violence in the Desert Southwest – Ellen Meloy The Anthropology of Turquoise – Ellen Meloy Map Drawn by a Spy – Guillermo Cabrera Infante Seasons: Desert Sketches …

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Sympathetic Vibrations

The effort to know a place deeply is, ultimately, an expression of the human desire to belong, to fit somewhere. —Barry Lopez, The Invitation The wind started in the early morning hours. Cold air from the north mixed with heat from the inland valleys and points south. As a result, the air was aswirl. It …

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Birding 101: Earth Day

The Cal Falcons are hatching. Three fuzzy white chicks are tucked beneath their mother, Annie. A fourth egg may hatch soon. Annie dozes, white lids covering her open eyes. A stiff breeze ruffles her feathers as well as the debris scattered about the nesting box: feathers, bones, offal, the remains of songbirds. From time to …

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Birding 101: Street Theater

Last spring, I watched a mated pair of mocking birds, with clumps and long strands of grass in their beaks, drop by turn into the decorative tree in my neighbors’ front yard. When they were absent, I would sneak a peek, try to spot the nest, but I never could. It was well hid. The …

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Birding 101: the Dawn Chorus

Dawn, Day Break, First Light. I’ve been reading these phrases my whole life. They are interchangeable and describe that hour or so of diffuse light as our place on earth rotates toward the sun, a period of increasing lightness while the sun still remains below our horizon. But it is there, the sun, and we …

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A Year on the Land: the Walk and the Farm.

My daughter has spent the year working on a small sustainable urban farm on California’s central coast. She prepared the land, planted, grew, and harvested food, tended to chickens and sheep, and two amazing dogs. This one in particular, Mr. Bluford Jenkins the Third–Blu for short–was her special friend. Blu was a guardian dog, bred …

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